Poetry and Stories

When i am with you my spirit must soar;
Everyday together i love you more.
those looks you give me make me melt;
these feelings long since i have felt.
love left me hurt and all alone;
you looked at me and melted this heart of stone.
they say love at first sight;
is blinding and oh so bright.
love has graced this lonely heart;
thought we needed time apart.
My soul burns for you like fire;
god forgive me it you i truly desire.
They say to find love you are blessed;
this love i have for you i never would have guessed.
Feelings so strong and intense;
causing me to doubt my common sense.
though they say that love is blind;
i say its a blessing for one to find.
I guess what i really want to say;
is that i will love you more and more each day.

Once i had your love, could feel your touch
But now i miss you oh so much
we had a life, happy and free
Love is only 1 thing you taught me
I can still feel your kiss
Oh that kiss i could never resist
Our hands played blindly on our bodies
You so sure of your abilities
Your kiss set my heart a fire
never knew how much i admire
You are gone now and your kiss i long for
long to feel your touch once more
your masculine arms to hold me tight
all through to cold and lonely night
Your love my only desire
ripped away by a funeral Pyre

Day after day, walking as a shadow.
Fear and pain are all you know.
You cannot help who you are:
Pushed and shoved, causing one more scar.
Hatred everywhere, nowhere to hide,
Nothing to shelter you safe inside.
Always looking around corners: who's behind the bend?
Worried that, this time, the wounds won't mend.
Even trying to get help from above,
Wanting only acceptance, and love.
Keep your head held high, don't give up your dream;
Things may not be as bad as they seem.

You get the thought; a thought of the end.
You know not how you always offend
Those who don't understand, do not care.
You feel too much to ever bare.
So you think of how it can be done:
There are pills, knives, rope or a gun.
You choose, and are ready to perform the act
Wishing that someone would just react.
Then, your dream is answered in the night;
A friend calls to say, "I love you", and returns the light.

Hatred is like shadows in the darkness
Making feelings so hard to repress.
Think instead, of this, and all will be mended:
Who cares who will be offended?
Be yourself, live your life;
Don't give up to fear and strife.
Stand tall, be firm, be brave, unshaken.
Someday, someway, society will awaken.

You told me you loved me
When you could not be free
Now you stand looking at my face
Trying your best the feelings to erase
You told me to be true
But now I love you
You tell me to erase
Your memory and your face
From when we were together
We were suppose to last forever
Now that we are through
I tell you "I love you"
you tell me to let go
I reply "you stupid hoe"
You say that the felling is right
You try to forget what happened last night
The love we shared
When we laid bare
You will always remain in my mind
Forever through the tricks of time

Another year has again flown by,
still thinking of you so i cry.
Three years gone by in this life,
still ones to come so full of strife.
My partner, lover, life, and friend
my love for you will never end.
Though I know now you feel no pain,
still no comfort i seem to gain.
The day you left i already knew,
not a day goes by i still don't miss you.

Your stomach turns and you fell sick
you get a pain in your stomach
He lays in the floor
and they shut the door
he cant take the shame
things will never be the same
he falls to the floor
you run into the door
you try to save his life
but it lays under the knife
you sit and wait while you cry
you know in your heart that he might die
then man you looked up to is now with god
they lay him under dirt and sod
how others could live a life of woe
and him to die and we all know
the you realize this is real and scream
then man you looked up to is now with god
the best thing to do is to set him free!

The circle of life that starts with you
Has an effect on all you do
When two people come together
And know that it will last forever
Marriage comes first and then a little one
In the end love has won
The little one is on the way
On to laughter and horseplay
From diapers to adolescence
From a toddler to a drivers license
They grow up so fast it's easy to see
Why it is so hard to set them free
There all grown up now and married
Now they come to nice and worried
They have a kid now and they now see
Why they made you so damn crazy!

The pain you feel when you feel this curse
is always among the worse
the curse is death, the end of life
some go peaceful some by knife.
He takes them when he is ready
even if things are just now steady.
The pain you feel will never be gone
it will to you and others be always known
you need to find a way for you to ease the pain
you are slowly going insane
he is with us now and now we see
but are angry that he will never be
with you again in human form
please take away this awful storm
you know he loves you and this will always be so
you know you must now let him go
the pain is killing your will to love
he is now with god far above.
All the love that you couldn't show
and you know know that you must let him go.

Why it is other can’t see
The pain that lurks inside of me
To be filled with so much aggression
Living always it seems in depression
Why am I not able to just break free
To enjoy life and become a better me
Friends, family, life, and love
Seem so distant like the stars above
Struck down by fate time and time again
Always, everywhere I turn I see Misfortune
Two path in the distance lay ahead
One to salvation to other to a death bed
Walking the tightrope with my life
Trying to overcome this pain and drop the knife
Sometimes it seems this will never end
Unless my emotions learn to bend
And if I die before I wake
Please, oh please god my soul to take.